Wednesday, 25 March 2020

 Poverty Teaches You How to be a Survivor

In times like these, I take a moment to reflect on my past and the things I have learned.  This is why it is important to not forget about your past. Do not ignore the lessons you learned during the hardest times of your life.

I am no stranger to poverty. I remember the times we had to eat rice for three days in a row. I am no stranger to the cheap packs of noodles and other cheap processed foods to get by.

Poverty has taught me how to be a survivor and ironically, that is something I can use even now, especially in nursing. 

When you're impoverished, you learn fast how to make things last. You learn how to make meals on the cheap and how to make every morsel of food count. The same goes for nursing. We need to make our products last and count in every situation of possible exposure. We can do this by assessing which patients we feel are most at risk for exposure, as well as those exhibiting possible symptoms of Covid-19. Hospital settings will require stricter use of personal protective equipment and they need all of the supplies they can get.

Poverty also teaches you to look ahead. It teaches you to be prepared in case things get bad. Unfortunately, expecting the worse is part of the impoverished mentality. When you experience scarcity, you learn quickly to never get too comfortable when things start to go awry.

So how does this translate to the current pandemic the world is experiencing? It means that all of my red flags are going off saying " WE ARE NOT PREPARING ENOUGH". We need to be proactive now and act like we are already in an outbreak. We should be doing this to contain an invisible virus from spreading to our most vulnerable people. I have already asked a close friend of mine to sew some masks in preparation for a shortage. We can be spreading the word for all who sew in the community to start making masks asap. This is important for safety, and to contain the spread of the virus. We need to pressure our leaders for more support by getting more protective equipment, medical-grade cleaners, and to take their front line staffs safety seriously. We are no good to people if we are sick ourselves. This goes for all who are considered essential workers who may have exposure to the public. We should be cracking down on those in the community who blatantly refuse to social distance through fining or some other form of discipline as a deterrent. This doesn't mean we need to become vigilantes towards other community members, it means our authorities are taking the public's safety seriously by containing the potential spread of the virus.
We can be looking towards other countries in outbreak and learn from their successes and mistakes.

Instead, I feel nothing but chaos. Our governments are not communicating and in agreement with each other. Small towns are not working together to come up with a plan of how to handle an outbreak. Instead, we are all doing our own thing and hoping for the best. Do we even have a plan?

For the first time, a lot of people are starting to feel what it is like to have limited access to food and services. It can be very scary and fear is a natural response to the unknown. This is the reality of our impoverished populations who constantly feel the fear of the unknown. Always wondering where their next meals are coming from and do they have enough money this month to put a roof over their heads.

I hope this experience will change some perspectives going forward and I hope that we can come together soon and create a plan to contain the spread of the virus if/when it officially hits our small communities. 



Sunday, 8 July 2018

Beginnings

 This piece is called "The Beginning" simply because it is just that. This is based on the two dreams that showed me my path in Nursing. These new paintings with black backgrounds symbolize the dream world. The colors and details in the painting symbolizes the depth and detail of my dreams. The medicine wheel symbolizes my respect for balance in my nursing pursuits. It also symbolizes a nod to traditional healing beliefs. The two figures are important because one is me holding a person who is dying. My role was to provide comfort and care to this person as they begin their journey to the afterlife.

**Painting is for sale.18X 24. Contact me via email: sigjcasselman@gmail.com or, by social media - facebook: Sig Leslie PM. Or, The Creative Mind on facebook
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Wednesday, 4 July 2018

Two-Eyed Seeing

When I said I had a lot of mental energy, I wasn't kidding! I mentioned in the last post that I am a new grad, Registered Nurse. It was a long time in school with many long days of studying writing, and working in general. Sometimes, there would be weeks without breaks. Just day in and day out of work, work, work. Ironically, there is still plenty of work to be done post degree (NCLEX preparation and landing a super awesome nursing position). 

One of my biggest passions is advocating for Indigenous health inequities. I see that our health care system (in Canada), has many gaps when it comes to caring for and understanding the needs of Indigenous people and communities. Even I am still learning and I recognize that each community and person may have different needs. Unfortunately, our current health care system oppresses, segregates, and stigmatizes Indigenous people either on purpose or for lack of understanding.We also lack cultural awareness and sensitivity in our approach to Indigenous healthcare.

This is a piece I created when I was having a very bad week in school. I tend to think a little differently from the modern, Western system I was taught and I at times I conflicted with its approach to care, especially for Indigenous people. So I came home and painted how I was feeling. 

The two figures both represent myself with one looking into the sun, and one looking away. This represents my conflict with two ways of thinking (knowing) and trying to find a way to bridge those two ways into one. It took me a very long time to learn that I am not meant to bridge these two ways of thinking, but rather take a two-eyed seeing approach  (http://www.integrativescience.ca/Principles/TwoEyedSeeing/ - Elder Albert Marshall) by walking a path that incorporates Indigenous knowing and other ways of knowing and respecting their sameness and differences without trying to merge them into one. 

***16 X 20 Piece is currently located at Priest Mills Gallery in Cornwall, Ontario and is for sale****
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Tuesday, 3 July 2018

I'm finally coming out in the art world! And by coming out, I mean that I am officially identifying as an emerging artist and holding back the urge to critique my own work. Art is a form of creative expression and you know something? I have a shit ton of expressing to get out!

I have always been blessed to connect with my dreams. As a young girl dreams were a big part of my life and unfortunately, so were nightmares (likely a side effect of trauma). These days my nightmares are few and I use my dreams as a tool to help guide my life, not even joking. The first dream that I had about 6 years ago, showed me that I would be a nurse caring for someone. I did not take this dream seriously until I had another dream that showed me as a nurse, caring for an elderly man as he passed. I cradled him in my arms and sang to him as he laid dying. This is when I knew that my dreams were trying to tell me something. Today, I have a degree in Nursing and I do not regret listening to my dreams. I am still so influenced by my dreams that I cannot help but paint them. 

I often feel like I am caught between two worlds that tend to conflict more than they work together. Painting helps me connect these worlds and express my ideas, dreams, thoughts, traumas, and emotions. This is why it is so crucial for me to have a creative outlet as it is my own medicine and way to heal. 

Here is my latest creation. It is a portrait of my son, a wise grandmother, and other elements from my dream world. It is vibrant, nonsensical yet symbolic, and most importantly is a reflection of me. ** feel free to check out this listing in my etsy shop at: https://www.etsy.com/ca/shop/Ravenwarriors?ref=seller-platform-mcnav ****

 Poverty Teaches You How to be a Survivor In times like these, I take a moment to reflect on my past and the things I have learned.  Thi...